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 So I haven't slept since Sunday night, and honestly?  It's really starting to piss me off!

It's not my fault.  Really, it's not my fault.  Monday, I went to bed around midnight, but I didn't have to get up until 8:30, so that's still decent, you know?  And last night, because I didn't sleep at all Monday night, I went to bed at 10:00.

Yet I haven't slept in two days.

Actually, it's weird, because the only things that feel tired are my eyes, which incidentally are the only things that have gotten any rest since Monday morning.  It's like I can't keep my eyes open, but my mind and the rest of my body refuse to shut down, so I just toss and turn all night.  And it literally is all night.  Behind my eyelids, I can see it get gradually lighter in my room.  It's depressing, frankly.

I've tried everything I know how.  Using more blankets, using fewer blankets, turning up my fan, turning down my fan, opening the window, closing the window, taking a hot shower, listening to music (instrumental and voice), reading, watching a movie, putting things over my eyes, counting sheep, EVERYTHING.  Nothing's worked.  It seriously sucks!

I JUST WANT TO SLEEP!

To top it off, it's finals week.  When I get bad grades, I'm so blaming my body for this!