And I was having such a good semester...
Oct. 21st, 2008 06:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
trinsyI hate this time of year. I hate advising.
Aside from the first week or so of school, I haven't been panicky at all this semester. I've been calm, and happy, and everything has been going wonderfully, really. Even with my horrible grade in American Writers, things could be a lot worse.
But then we had advising day yesterday and ... well, suffice it to say that my school is stupid, and my department is stupid, and I am stupid, and if I graduate in Spring 2010, it'll be a miracle. I'm seriously so behind in courses I need to take, and a lot of the courses I do need to take are offered at the same times, which ... get a brain, Lit Department! You could offer your core classes in more than three time slots! That could help your majors out, I don't know, a bunch!
Anyway, I was up half the night last night panicking, and trying to figure out how I could arrange my schedule, and freaking out because I might need summer school and OH MY GOD I THINK I CHANGED MAJORS TOO LATE AND DIDN'T TAKE ENOUGH COURSES ABROAD, AND HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO GET EVERYTHING DONE IN JUST THREE MORE SEMESTERS?!?!?!?! And I didn't do my reading for the first time in weeks for no reason at all, and I'm not going to do it because I'm losing the ability to function, again, like I always do in the middle of the semester, and if I get any sleep tonight it'll be a miracle, and my stupid friends keep talking about how next semester they're going to take it easy, and I can't have that conversation, I can't, I can't, and OH MY GOD, WHAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO????? And I can't stop shaking, and if I don't have another panic attack, that'll be a miracle too! I need a lot of miracles right now! Oh my god, why am I being flippant, I am seriously freaking out, and I want to cry and throw up and whimper and scream, AND OH MY GOD EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP, BUT ALSO, SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!
Aside from the first week or so of school, I haven't been panicky at all this semester. I've been calm, and happy, and everything has been going wonderfully, really. Even with my horrible grade in American Writers, things could be a lot worse.
But then we had advising day yesterday and ... well, suffice it to say that my school is stupid, and my department is stupid, and I am stupid, and if I graduate in Spring 2010, it'll be a miracle. I'm seriously so behind in courses I need to take, and a lot of the courses I do need to take are offered at the same times, which ... get a brain, Lit Department! You could offer your core classes in more than three time slots! That could help your majors out, I don't know, a bunch!
Anyway, I was up half the night last night panicking, and trying to figure out how I could arrange my schedule, and freaking out because I might need summer school and OH MY GOD I THINK I CHANGED MAJORS TOO LATE AND DIDN'T TAKE ENOUGH COURSES ABROAD, AND HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO GET EVERYTHING DONE IN JUST THREE MORE SEMESTERS?!?!?!?! And I didn't do my reading for the first time in weeks for no reason at all, and I'm not going to do it because I'm losing the ability to function, again, like I always do in the middle of the semester, and if I get any sleep tonight it'll be a miracle, and my stupid friends keep talking about how next semester they're going to take it easy, and I can't have that conversation, I can't, I can't, and OH MY GOD, WHAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO????? And I can't stop shaking, and if I don't have another panic attack, that'll be a miracle too! I need a lot of miracles right now! Oh my god, why am I being flippant, I am seriously freaking out, and I want to cry and throw up and whimper and scream, AND OH MY GOD EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP, BUT ALSO, SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!
