Fanmix - Dean Winchester - (No One Knows the Good I've Done)

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Fandom: Supernatural
Subject: Dean Winchester
Title: (No One Knows the Good I've Done)
Warning: One of the tracks has explicit language. Spoilers for the entire series.
Notes: Although this is a Dean mix, you might notice that a lot of the songs revolve around Dean's relationship with Sam. This is because for much of the series, Dean bases his identity on his relationship with Sam.





(No One Knows the Good I’ve Done)
A Dean Winchester fanmix
(zip including art)


Something Pretty – Patrick Park

I was a dumb punk kid with nothing to lose
And too much weight for walking shoes

As for loneliness
She greets me every morning

At the most I’m a glare
I’m the hopeless son who’s hardly there

Dean: I can’t do this alone.
Sam: Yes you can.
Dean: Yeah, well I don’t want to. (1x01)

Better Days – Goo Goo Dolls

And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we’ll find better days

I need someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And that’s faith and trust and peace while we’re alive

I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this endless fight
Just a chance that maybe we’ll find better days

Sam: There’s gotta be something you want for yourself.
Dean: Yeah, I don’t want you to leave the second this thing’s over, Sam.
Sam: Dude, what’s your problem?
Dean: Why do you think I drag you everywhere, huh? I mean, why do you think I came and got you at Stanford in the first place?
Sam: Because Dad was in trouble. Because you wanted to find the thing that killed Mom.
Dean: Yes, that, but it’s more than that, man. You and me and Dad. I want us to be together again. I want us to be a family again. (1x16)

All I Need – Mat Kearney

Guess we both know we’re in over our heads
We got nowhere to go and no home that’s left
The water is rising on a river turning red
It all might be okay or we might be dead

If everything we’ve got is slipping away
I meant what I said when I said, “To my dying day”

Dean: Sam, when Dad told me that I might have to kill you, it was only if I couldn’t save you. Now if it’s the last thing I do, I’m gonna save you. (2x14)

All That I Am – Rob Thomas

I would give my life to save you
I stand guarding at your door
I give you all that I am

And I breathe so you breathe
Let me stand so you’ll stand
With all that I am

Sam: You shouldn’t have done that. How could you do that?
Dean: Don’t get mad at me. Don’t you do that. I had to. I had to look out for you. That’s my job. (2x22)

Dean: We trap the Crossroads Demon, trick it, try to welch our way out of the deal in any way? You die. Okay? You die. Those are the terms. There’s no out of it. If you try to find a way, so help me god, I’m gonna stop you.
Sam: How could you make that deal?
Dean: Because I couldn’t live with you dead. I couldn’t do it. (3x01)

Sam: Dean, I’m not gonna let you go to hell!
Dean: Yes you are! Yes you are. I’m sorry. I mean, this is all my fault, I know that. But what you’re doing, it’s not gonna save me. It’s only gonna kill you. (3x16)

Arctic Outcry Wind – Josiah Leming

I feel unsteady, like another step could throw me to the ground
And laying there I feel the cold stares as the people gather round
I feel emotional, irrational, unbreakable, impossible to please
I feel my finger on the trigger with a sense of urgency

I feel disconnected, like my heart is beating right outside my chest
And try as though I may I can’t escape eternal emptiness
I feel completely uncontrollable, untouchable, impossible to reach
I feel my finger on the trigger with a sense of urgency

I feel everything and nothing at the same time

Dean: The truth is I’m tired, Sam. And I don’t know, it’s like there’s a light at the end of the tunnel.
Sam: It’s hellfire, Dean.
Dean: Well whatever. (3x01)

Dean: My father was an obsessed bastard! All that crap he dumped on me about protecting Sam, that was his crap! He’s the one who couldn’t protect his family. He’s the one who let mom die. Who wasn’t there for Sam, I always was! It wasn’t fair! I didn’t deserve what he put on me! And I don’t deserve to go to hell! (3x10)

Dean: Sam, I’ve been doing some thinking, and well, the thing is … I don’t wanna die. I don’t wanna go to hell. (3x10)

Dear God – Ferras

And God
It’s time that you explain
And God
Are you even there?

Now answer this
If you really exist:
Why do I have to deal with all this bullshit?
What did I ever do?
Can I make it up to you?
If you’re so full of grace
Then send it
On down

Dean: See this is why I can’t get behind God.
Sam: What are you talking about?
Dean: If he doesn’t exist, fine, bad crap happens to good people. That’s how it is. No rhyme or reason, just random horrible evil. I get it, okay, I can roll with that. But if he is out there: what’s wrong with him? Where the hell is he while all these decent people are getting torn to shreds? How does he live with himself, you know? Why doesn’t he help? (4x02)

Rootless True – Damien Rice

Fuck you
And all we’ve been through
I said, leave it
Because it’s nothing to you
And if you hate me
Then hate me so good
That you can let me out
‘Cause there’s hell when you’re around

Sam: You don’t know me. You never did. And you never will.
Dean: You walk out that door, don’t you ever come back. (4x21)

Left and Leaving – The Weakerthans

The sidewalks are watching me think about you
Sparkled with broken glass
I’m back with scars to show
Back with the streets I know
Will never take me anywhere but here

Wait for the year to drown
Spring forward, fall back down
I’m trying not to wonder where you are

All this time
Lingers, undefined
Someone choose
Who’s left and who’s leaving…

Sam: Maybe it’s just best we go our separate ways.
Dean: Well I think you’re right. (5x02)

Dean: We’re better off apart. We’ve got a better chance of dodging Lucifer and Michael and this whole damn thing if we just go our own ways.
Sam: Dean, don’t do this.
Dean: Goodbye, Sam. (5x04)

Future Dean: Me and Sam, we haven’t talked in, hell, five years.
Dean: We never tried to find him? (5x04)

Say It’s Possible – Jay Brannan

And truth is such a funny thing
With all these people
Keep on telling me
They know what’s best
And what to be frightened of
And all the rest are wrong
They know nothing about us

Sam: They all say we’ll say yes.
Dean: I know, it’s getting annoying.
Sam: What if they’re right?
Dean: They’re not. (5x13)

Dean: All those angels, all those demons, all those sons of bitches, they just don’t get it, do they, Sammy?
Sam: No they don’t, Dean.
Dean: You see, Brady, we’re the ones you should be afraid of. (5x20)

Dean: I’m gonna go talk to Sam.
Bobby: You just don’t give up.
Dean: It’s Sam. (5x22)

Now Comes the Night – Rob Thomas

And when the day has all but ended
And our echo starts to fade
No you will not be alone then
And you will not be afraid
No you will not be afraid

Castiel: I just want you to understand: the only thing that you’re gonna see out there is Michael killing your brother.
Dean: Well then I ain’t gonna let him die alone. (5x22)

Dean: Sammy, it’s okay. It’s okay, I’m here. I’m here. I’m not gonna leave you. (5x22)

Bonus: The Good Old Days – The Eels

I guess I could be a quiet hero
No one knows the good I’ve done
You’re not sure, well that’s okay
‘Cause I am, and I’m not afraid
It’s up to you and me
And who’s to say
These could be the good old days

Sam: Remember when we used to just hunt wendigos, how simple things were?
Dean: Not really. (5x21)